Oh my fishing god!!! I need a minute to get my heart rate back to normal before I die! Just got out of Alexander McQueen HQ to drop my portfolio. The creative studio is close for two weeks and so the receptionist took my portfolio to give it to the studio. She asked me to email all the contacts she gave in two weeks.
Then, I look like a freaking weirdo when I was tearing up in front of her saying “I can’t believe I’m really here in this building.” Asked her if she gets people like me a lot and she was like, “Oh yes, all the time.” But she is nice not making me feel like a piece of crap. I am still standing by the building like a freaking lunatic not wanting to go! (at Alexander McQueen HQ)
I think one of the hardest part of happiness is discipline. For a lot of us, we have goals and we know what we want to achieve in life and what we have to do to achieve them. Everything should be done in repeat to truly reach your goal; ultimately make you happy. It’s the repetition that discourages a lot of journeys because it won’t necessarily happen in short period of time.
Had the curtain closed because I was feeling like crap these past few days thinking of all the things I have to do to achieve what I want. Prioritizing is overwhelming. I have to be my own cheerleader and darn it, sometimes I just don’t want to cheer anymore. Urghh! Thank god Ireland is gorgeous.
My point is, just do a little at a time if doing a lot gets overwhelming. Hush with too much of dreams sharing, show them (even if takes forever). Don’t blame people if they don’t believe you when all you do is talk. Talk is cheap. People can see action. Take action. Repeat. When discouraged, think, reflect and get back on track.